Oh my God, my prayers are so with you.Honey,you are not selfish.Please try to relax(know thats nearly impossoble) &i pray that your hubby calls you this wknd.Whatever decision you make, ill be behind you.If it were me & all that you have endured sweetie,I would put my health 1st as mikayla & the rest of your familyneeds, loves & depends on you.In 1993 i got pregnant with twins( got my darn tubes tied in 1991 w Curtis, damn doc didnt sauder them.I terminated the pregnancy &did not have all the heartache you r handling.my hat goes off to you Courtney!!!!! hugs* |