[LitlbitRanch]

Courtney,
I am still a little new here but I just wanted to let you know that I am here reading all the posts and feel heartbroken for your situation. This is a very trying time for you, and all it seems we can do is show you how much all of us care and will be here for you through both the good and bad. Whatever decision you make for yourself and your family will ultimately be the right one for you. I have my opinions but I also have learned in the past it is better to listen and give a shoulder to cry/lean on than to confuse the situation even more by giving personal opinions.
My family will be praying for you that you will feel secure with your final decision and that you will have love and support surrounding you throughout your treatment.
Blessings with love,
KimberlyAnn