 Another Thank you to my friends here on YT
I am sitting here right now with hazed over eyes from crying from all of your posts, thoughts, prayers, and well wishes. I sent the kids to their grandparents house tonight so I could just be alone, think and consider my options. I have not stepped away from my computer since I got home tonight and still I have no answers. I don't want to go into another very long post as to how I am feeling right now but wanted you all to know that I so appreciate all of you. Especially those that have come back to this thread tonight since this morning to post more thoughts and prayers and to check in on me. I have not logged off of YT all day and keep coming back to read all that you all have posted. You have all given me some great insight and have to agree, although I am not a religious person, I think you are correct that maybe I got accidently pregnant for a reason.......top find the cancer sooner.
I just wanted you all to know, although I am far from being OK, I am here, managing and I cannot express my appreciation to you all enough.
~ Courtney |