God bless you and may He give you the strength to do what you have to do. aving rfaised twins myself, I can tell you it would have been a horrible decision for me to make.
But I believe that your husband and your other children need you to be around as long as you can. And what if you go ahead and have them and then die from the cancer, that just puts more on your husbands shoulders. Even if you don't die, the treatment is going to take so much out of you, would you have the strength to deal with two more babies.
I'm so sorry that you have to make any decision at all. I'll pray for God to give you strength. |