Oh My,............................................
My heart is breaking for you.
This is a very big decision, how I wish your husband was there with you.
I really don't know what I would do. Just about everyone on my side of the family has had cancer. It scares me, they wanted me to have some more tests when I was sick with the flu, something about white blood cells, but I wouldn't do it. I just don't want to know. I haven't had a mammogram, because I'm scared of that too.
God has bleesed you with twins. And now they are at risk. Have they told you all the options? Is there a way, no I guess not.
This is so hard, I really feel for you. Do you have family there with you? It's times like this I wish my Mom was still here.
Your five children are not going to understand what is going on. They are excited, about the twins. I have no idea how you would tell them either way.
If I was in your shoes, I would wait for my husband to come home, and go in and meet the Doctor. Find out all the options you have, and do what would be best for your health. Find out if the Chemo can wait that long, and if not what are all the risks for you and your twins.
Having a disabled child is very hard, most people don't realize just how hard it is. I really thought I had it hard with the three children we adopted who are all Mentally Disabled. But I was way off, I have a friend who's son is Disabled by Brain Damage and is also Blind. We visit with him all the time, it's very sad,
but he knows we are there, and he's happy.
We will keep you and your Family in Our Thoughts and Prayers.
I walk the Avon 3 Day walk every year, If it's ok with you, I would love to add your name to my shirt, I made it in honor of Family and Friends who have breast cancer.
Hang in there, Your YT Family are all here with you.
