i am so sorry to hear about this. you are definitely in my prayers. this is such a difficult decision and i would be a total sobbing mess if i were you. you are so strong for being able to even breaking down the difficult decisions that lay before you.
i'm not sure what i would do if i were in your shoes, but definitely wait until your husband gets home and discuss it with him. but i have a feeling, chances are, your husband and your family would rather have you here, with them, than to risk your life and the quality of your life in hopes that the twins may be born without birth defects and you may survive chemo if you waited until september to start treatment.
big hugs to you!!!! we'll all be here for you whatever decision you make! |