I am so sorry, I too don't know what I would do if I was in your shoes, I wish I did. I will be saying prayers for you and your family to have the strength and support you need to go through with whatever decision you make. You are not being selfish, the fact that you are worried that your oldest will not get as much of the care that she needs just shows you are careing mother who is worried for your children's health and well being.
Michelle |