Oh My! I am so sorry you are in this place, I am speechless and can only cry for you!
I honestly do not know what I would do but I can give you advice from a personal friend who went through something very similar. She was only 28 and pregnant when she found out she had cancer. She has a child already and chose her life over her unborn childs. It wasn't an easy decision (as it never is) but she does not regret it to this day. She wanted more than anything to be around for her other children and her husband. She still thinks what might have been but then looks at her children today and wouldn't make a different decision if she had to do it all over.
I will keep you and your family in my thoughts during this difficult time. I wish you nothing but love and peace with whatever decision you make. |