[Krystee]

I feel robbed, like I didn’t get enough time with him. My Rat Terrier lived to be 17 so I never lost I would lose him at just two weeks shy of 13 years old. None of my other pet losses has compared to this one. My home has always been my safe, happy place but right now my home feels like a dark hole because his absence is so greatly missed. Everywhere I look I have a memory of him and every time I remember that he’s gone and I will never see him again, I just break down and feel a panic attack coming on.
I feel terrible because my 9 year old is being so sweet and trying to keep me happy and I’m trying so hard to keep it together but I didn’t realize how hard this was going to be.
I wanted to post here because I swear Yorkies have such big personalities and become more like children than just a pet. All my animals are always like my children but none of them compared to Tobie and his big, sweet personality. Only other Yorkie owners would know what I mean.
I’m just ready to be able to get through a day without crying but that hasn’t happened yet.