[Sansan]

Hi all, I am a return mom of yorkie named Niu Niu. I was on this site 10+ years ago when I loss my precious yorkie Dior from a dog attack. It took me this long to have the courage to love again and adopt Niu Niu. She is a precious teacup like Dior and very happy puppy! She is 4 months and been with me for 1.5 months. I need your help.. I suffered from a very bad PTSD from the death of Dior. I watched my best friend, my baby.. my everything killed in front of me and I couldn’t save him. I still cry when I think if it and I forever will live with that guilt. So now with Niu Niu, I am scare to death to walk with her on the street . Literally I don’t feel well when I have to walk her. I feel bad she is not getting the walk she needs as Dior was a beautiful walker and she doesn’t even know how to do it properly. How do I get over the PTSD so she can be a normal happy yorkie? I know she can sense of my fear and that make her fearful too right? Please help and thanks you for the outpouring love from 10+ years ago. I wouldn’t have made it out without the love and understanding from y’all people here !!!