I also went through the same guilt because she was in so much pain the last few weeks of her life even though she was on pain meds. My guilt came from thinking I didn't act soon enough. I always felt I should of let her go sooner
It bothered me so much that I drank a whole bottle of wine and asked her for forgiveness. It tore me up on the inside.
But I eventually let go of my guilt and now have another furbaby who has no doubt brought me new joy and also will bring me another heartbreak. |