You are in my thoughts. Please know that it will get better in time, and one day you will realize that you are smiling when a memory pops into your mind. Until that time it will be a roller coaster of ups and downs...just try to hang on and be patient with yourself. I have found that it helps to speak of our babies with those who understand, and remembering them out loud is a way of celebrating them. PM me if you want, or reach out to your other friends here. We are all sending you healing thoughts and hugs! |