I get kinda sad or even slightly depressed when I see a story of a lost baby, either here or on my FB group. Sometimes I avoid reading them. But I also suffer from anxiety and Avoidant Personality Disorder, which means you tend to avoid emotional stuff. It's just so SAD when I someone says "my baby has gone over the Rainbow Bridge."
And I start thinking about the day I will eventually lose wee Freya. But I'm trying to focus on the now, the good times I'm having with her, and that badness is a long way off.