I never imagined that I would feel like this. It's so overwhelming! I feel like I am in limbo; don't know which way to go. I see her face all the time. Unfortunately, right now, all I see is her little body when I tried to revive her. I feel like I didn't do what I was supposed to do, protect her. She was my baby girl! I love her dearly! Right now, I can't imagine not having her romping through the house with her bell on her collar jingling. Her collar is now attached to my purse. I am purchasing a memorial box, with her photo, to put her favorite things/belongings in. All her little clothes won't fit though. She had way too many! I do not think anyone, other than members of yorkietalk, would understand this pain. Thanks for everyone's support and understanding.
Mama misses you baby girl! |