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I am so sorry for your loss. I know exactly how you feel, I lost my girl in 2013, all I did was cry, I could hear her breathing, hear her nails catching in the carpet, I couldn't drive, all I could think of was the day I had to put her down. Not a day does by that I don't think of her and cry. But that severe pain in my heart is gone, and I do smile remembering our happy times. It's still hard for me to talk about her without tearing up. You went through a horrible, tragic experience, one that will be hard to put behind you. Try to stay strong for your other baby who is confused looking for her sister and feeding off your sorrow (((HUGS)))