I feel the same way. I think I probably hug and kiss and squeeze Nikko 20 times a day. Everything he does is cute to me and even when he does something wrong, I find myself making excuses for him. My fiancee doesn't understand and is a bit jealous of the attention I give Nikko. He's always saying how he wishes I would lavish him with all the attention I give Nikko. He doesn't understand that he is my baby boy and he's so sweet, its hard not to turn into a mushball around him. At least I know I am not alone. There are other nutjobs out there, just like me