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Originally Posted by Kathryn_V 20 years Deb! You got be beat! But your very right! Its an inside job! You really do have to be happy with you first before you can be happy with anyone else.
Very well said Deb!  |
THANKS KATHRYN
I am so glad that the part of my life that thought it was out there somewhere is now over ,I finally learned how to love myself and to receive love ,I have a happy life now ..haha thinking back to a aha ..moment when i was with the 20 yr my senior person I went to a family reunion and it hit me like a ton of bricks ,,the age difference thing and i knew then that i had to stop the relationship. I could'nt see myself in the position of a caretaker for him, which was a wake up call for my lack of love .Since that time I spent another ten years recovering from my deep self hatred .I had the opportunity to forgive my Alcoholic father .which had more to do with me than him ..after all I was talking about my love " It was a very life changing experience ,a awakening of sorts .Anyway thank you for the nice comment I do believe we all have stories to tell this just happens to be a area I have experienced alot in .
