I want to stop and thank each of you that has taken your time to wish my broken heart peaceful healing and to express your sympathies....it just tears our souls apart when we loose these babies....and the older I have gotten, the harder it is to recover.....it just kills us, kills me......he was not suffering at all, and he played that day, ate his dinner well, we did his little trusting, loving eyes......and he looked up at me as I did his eyes, and I will never forget that last long gaze he gave me....so much love and devotion in that little beautiful face.....he may very well have been telling me he loved me but he had to go on......that last loving gaze from him....I will never forget that in my mind and heart....
Thank you all for your kindness and empathy....very, very much appreciated and treasured.... |