I'm going on over 2 days and I literally am still crying so hard I can't breathe, I can't function or do anything, as soon as I try to do anything I fall apart and feel like I'm dying,I was hoping it was going it'd be easier but it just feels harder everyday to live without her, she was more like a little child than a dog, even her personality was more human like than my other dog, I literally am struggling to cope, I've felt pain before but never have I ever felt like this, she meant more to me than anything else in this world, I spent more time with her day and night than anyone else. My other dog milo is just pouting around like a little lump, he won't do anything, Usually he sits up when I put his ponytail in his hair, he wouldn't move, I had to do it while he laid sideways pouting, he keeps barking for her. If I go upstairs I see the little dirt pile amongst the snow where she's buried, this is my worst nightmare come true, I keep hoping I'll wake up and she'll be here again. |