[matese]

I am so sorry you have to go through this, this is a choice you have to make for your Bella. If she is in pain and suffering you have to let her go, that is showing true love for her.
I have had to go through this twice, both were unexpected, both were devastating.
I held my precious girl against my heart whispered in her ear momma loves her and she's a good girl, I held her tight so she would feel my love, they gave her a sedative to relax her, I kept repeating in her ear she was a good girl, then she was given the injection that ended her life. She passed quickly and peacefully and the last thing she heard and felt was my voice and my love for her. No it was not easy for me to do, but my girls were in pain and was suffering, there was no choice but to set them free. I had all my girls cremated, each one is in a little box, on my desk at home, I waited until it was time for my 4th one to leave me. Now I will bury their ashes in a special place I selected in my yard. This is one of the hardest decisions we all have to make and a very painful one for us all. Keeping you in my prayers to keep you strong to get you through this painful time.(((HUGS)))