My heart grieves with you over the tragic loss of your Baxter. I can understand why you felt it was safe to go away with your friends after what the vet said to you and your son was going to keep a good eye on him for you and he did from what you wrote. Sometimes in an illness things do get worse before they get better so don't beat yourself up but I know easier said than done. All the if only's we go through at these times. I am so sorry things turned out like they did and it is hard now I know but it will get a little easier with more time. Wish I was better at saying the right helpful things but it hurt my heart too and I just wanted to say so. |