I am so sorry for your loss, and for all who responded with their losses as well. It is so hard to deal with. I don't know if you ever 'heal' totally, but we move on. I lost my little girl, Nikki (bichon) at 17 & 1/2 years old. She had a great life with us, was so loved, and loved us so much. I think of her often and it took me 2 years to agree to get another dog. I never thought I could love one as much. We found a rescue group & adopted a Yorkie puppy 2 & 1/2 years ago. We were so lucky, it was meant to be. I was wrong, I am CRAZY in love with our Yogi. Yorkies are sure different from Bichons! Also in terms of grieving, I also started collecting and donating items to a great local rescue group near me. It was a good distraction. I didn't foster but it's an idea. Condolences and thoughts are with you |