My heart honestly aches for you. I lost my Jingle January 15, 2015, the hardest day of my life I felt like my heart had been ripped out. Jingle and I had been through a lot together and he was my baby. I also have a poodle and she went into grieving as hard as I did, honestly it was a mess. It was a week after Jingle passed before I left the house and only then to the grocery store. Holly (poodle) did not cope while I was gone and she dug at her ears until they were bleeding. Even though I didn't think I was ready I knew Holly had to have the companionship, she howled, she cried etc. so I started looking for a new pup. I was scared to death I was doing the wrong thing, but I finally found the right one. It took a couple of weeks for holly to adjust but I instantly fell in love. Presley has brought back laughter in our home and noise as it was so quiet when Jingle died. Presley has also brought Holly out so much as well, she plays and runs like she is a puppy too! I miss Jingle everyday, tears are rolling as I am writing this, I cradle his ern before I go to bed and tell him how much he is missed and how much I love him every night. It is still hard but for me and for little Holly, Presley has been a God send. Babies keep you so busy and Presley is quite active, honestly I don't know if I would have made it through without him. I will pray for you, I do know that hurt in your heart so well. God bless you and without a doubt you are a wonderful mommy! |