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BC030495 · 04-06-2015, 04:02 PM

Asking for your prayers and thoughts! I am hurting so bad!

Back on March 1 I posted my first blog on this wonderful Godsent site about losing our first Yorkie on 2/21/15 unexpectedly of a bacterial infection at 10 1/2 years old. I was so distraught that i wondered how i would make through each day. I was a complete disaster. This site helped me to pass some of the time and just get my mind off of the pain for just a few minutes at a time.
However, this is the 7th week and I am still struggling really bad. I am still on medication for the anxiety and heart palpatations. I went to Easter service yesterday, hadn't been to church in a few months (non-denominational), and instead of "rejoicing" I found myself with tears streaming down asking God why he took my precious baby!
I know every single person with their personal loss is different, but should I still be in this much pain and anguish after nearly 7 weeks? I have a few wonderful and incredible people on this site who have emailed me back and I am so thankful for that! It has saved me from breaking down so many times. But I am asking you for your thoughts and prayers that I can find the strength to heal. I still have our 6 year old female to take care of, so getting another puppy is out of the question (she is not the personality for that and I wouldn't want them that many years apart like the last time). Thank you to all of you who read this! Just thinking about the caring people out there is heartwarming.
(Also, I am so new here, how do you completely start a brand new Blog?)

04-06-2015, 04:02 PM	#1
BC030495 Yorkie Yakker Join Date: Mar 2015 Location: Denver Posts: 33 Blog Entries: 2	Asking for your prayers and thoughts! I am hurting so bad! Asking for your prayers and thoughts! I am hurting so bad! Back on March 1 I posted my first blog on this wonderful Godsent site about losing our first Yorkie on 2/21/15 unexpectedly of a bacterial infection at 10 1/2 years old. I was so distraught that i wondered how i would make through each day. I was a complete disaster. This site helped me to pass some of the time and just get my mind off of the pain for just a few minutes at a time. However, this is the 7th week and I am still struggling really bad. I am still on medication for the anxiety and heart palpatations. I went to Easter service yesterday, hadn't been to church in a few months (non-denominational), and instead of "rejoicing" I found myself with tears streaming down asking God why he took my precious baby! I know every single person with their personal loss is different, but should I still be in this much pain and anguish after nearly 7 weeks? I have a few wonderful and incredible people on this site who have emailed me back and I am so thankful for that! It has saved me from breaking down so many times. But I am asking you for your thoughts and prayers that I can find the strength to heal. I still have our 6 year old female to take care of, so getting another puppy is out of the question (she is not the personality for that and I wouldn't want them that many years apart like the last time). Thank you to all of you who read this! Just thinking about the caring people out there is heartwarming. (Also, I am so new here, how do you completely start a brand new Blog?)