Today I had to put my little baby to rest, and can feel your pain. She was 15 1/2. I want to tell you how much I admire you for what you did. I wish I could be as unselfish and loving as you were, putting his needs in front of your own. In my case, I waited much too long, knowing now that I put my baby through more pain than she deserved, thinking that things were going to turn around. I know now that if you can save your little one from one more day of pain and suffering, it's the kindest thing you can do for them. The vet told me today that this will be one of the worst days of my life, but the best day in the life of my little yorkie. i'm trying to hold onto that thought through this unimaginable pain and grief. Don't know if I'll ever be able to give my forgive myself for prolonging her pain. Please believe in yourself and know what a kind, compassionate, caring person you truly are. Bless you! |