Oh gosh my heart breaks for you and the loss of your baby Marley. I am so very sorry that you have had to face such a tragic accident. Like you, I had to face the hard and devastating truth that my little October had passed away from an accident as well. She left us on 4-14-13, and it was the hardest day, following months and year of my life. I had never experienced such grief until her loss. I had never cried so hard and for so long. Please know that this was not your fault. You were as careful as you could have been, its just that our babies are so small and sometimes accidents just happen...there is no explanation or reason, its just the sad sad part of life sometimes. I blamed myself for so long for my October passing away - I should have paid more attention, I should have been holding her, she shouldn't have been there....but still, none of my "what ifs" helped me cope with losing her. So I had to let go of the "what ifs" and start focusing on the fact that she was in no more pain, and that I would see her again. I also focused my attention on our other little ones, who also needed their mom. They missed me so during that terrible hour in my life, so please remember to focus on your darling, Izzy - as I know you have. I am so sorry for this loss! The pain will become bearable one day, even though from my own experience it feels like a lifetime away. I am so very sorry
