I'm so sorry you lost Dilly. I remember how shattered I was when Minnie died last year. It was the saddest and worst day of my life too. For me, the only thing that got me through my devastation was talking about it, about my little yorkie girl, reading about others here who love their pups so much. The first smile I cracked after losing Minnie was from reading this blog from a yorkietalk friend named
beachdog:
Paris the Blind WonderDog
Crying is good right now. I think talking is too. I don't think it's healthy to bottle up that kind of sadness. It always has to hurt this much.
Hugs,
Chris