Thanks to all for the very kind words.
I just had a "light bulb" moment after a wonderful PM I just recieved.
I am feeling down in the dumps and I took all the going's on here way too much to heart. I have gotten some great advice here and I have had alot of fun. I think what is needed is a short break from YT to regain my thoughts about myself so that I can have fun again. I need to take some time to take a long hard look at myself and my selfconfidance. I think that after a year long struggle I am finally in mourning over my many losses. I am going to take the free time that I have during the day, for the next few days, and instead of logging on to YT I am going to take a good hard look at myself and I am going to mourn. I am going to spend some time just being Claire and taking stock of my life.
Thank you for your outpouring of love an support! It made me feel so loved and wanted!
See ya in a few days! |