[Dudley's Mom]

I think I am losing my mind. I was sitting here and my little puppy Mickey went out the door and wouldn't come in. I shut the door and waited about 10 seconds and opened it and up the stairs he came. My room mate says "Oh he is just like someone else I know." I just lost it. She was talking about Dudley but didn't want to say his name. It sent me into a deep depression that I can't seem to shake. How can people think that it is kinder to never say the name of my baby? I haven't forgotten him for a second. Please people, talk and let me talk about Dudley so that I know he stills lives in our memories. It is so important to me that people understand how I feel. Is that too much to ask? Thank you for letting me vent.