Honestly not doing so well. The stress and depression is so heavy. My fiancé is trying really hard to stay positive but I stay up all hours of the night sobbing, I wake him up from my crying, I cry at work in front of coworkers and have to excuse myself to get it together. I have tried everyone's advice of only thinking positively and appreciating what time I did have with her but its just not enough. The entire thing is so painful. My heart hurts just as bad as it did watching her pass. |