Amanda, oh my goodness honey I am so scared for you right now!!  Please please let us know as soon as you can how things are going with your little girl!
 
You always hope when your vet tells you everything is going to be OK that they are right and it will be... but they are human, unfortunately, and do make mistakes.  AND I AGREE!  You are NOT NOT NOT a bad mother, you are a wonderful doggy mom, and you know your furbabes love you.  This is NOT YOUR FAULT!! 
I am sending you and She-Ra as much positive energy as I can right now, and here's a hug too!!  
(((((((((((((((((AMANDA & SHE-RA))))))))))))))))))))) 
Good luck, sweetie.  I will be thinking about you all day. 
