I'm really sorry for your lost of the most beloved one. I too lost my boy on March 11. I felt devastated too. I can really feel the pain you have. My Kenzo passed away because of sleen cancer and he has tumors in his stomach and in his liver. It's been a month and I still cry and grive for him. Fortunatley I do have my Kenzo Jr who(I consider him as my human baby) comforts me in these difficult moments. I say to myself that I must continue to live because I do still have my Hanzo, a 13 yo adopted maltese from a shelter, and I don't want him to suffer. My love Kenzo is gone but one thing I know that he doesn't suffer anymore.
Like others suggest you, perhaps it's good to contact a group where you meet the same people who can understand your pain. It might help. Well believe me we all who have lost our baby can feel your pain. I'll pray for you to be strong and you should remember that you still have Kiri to take care. If not you, who else will. You don't want Kiri to suffer right? Please be strong for your Kiri and your gf too.
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Fly, fly little wing
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wind of heaven's love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again
Fly, fly precious one
Your endless journey has begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far too beautiful for this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forevermore
But hold this mem'ry bittersweet
Until we meet
Fly, fly do not fear
Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear
Your heart is pure, your soul is free
Be on your way, don't wait for me
Above the universe you'll climb
On beyond the hands of time
The moon will rise, the sun will set
But I won't forget
Fly, fly little wing
Fly where only angels sing
Fly away, the time is right
Go now, find the light """""
Please remember Jake lives happily now in the rainbow bridge... |