Rainbow Bridge, Pet Loss Grief Support, Monday Candle Ceremony
is a good resource for you right now. I know how you feel but believe me I know the loss of a beloved pet is just as hard as the loss of a human...I know what its like to wish it would all go away, but trust me those moments of shear emptiness will fill with good memories which are just as priceless....Kira and your partner need you and you need them, don't alienate yourself, don't think no one understands, don't think for a second that what your feeling is wrong. Grieving the loss of a loved one, pet or human is traumatic stuff and I will be the first to admit that I went to a Counselor recently because I couldn't catch my breath without seeing my babies little face, because everyone wanted me to be ok but really my whole life evolved around my pup(s), my morning routine, my MOMMIES HOME after work routine, heck even when I fell up the stairs the other day I started crying because my little furchild normally would have been standing there barking at me as if I had done something wrong!
There are so many reasons that you feel the way you do but sometimes when everyone thinks we are really ok and we are writing "I want to die myself" as a thread opener is a desperate need for someone to make it ok, I wish I could do that for you and maybe even you for me, but I can't all I can offer you is the experience I have and my experience told me that a whole lot of sadness was too much to bare and I needed someone to talk to, maybe you should consider that? I would give you my number but honestly at this point we would both just end up crying on the phone!!! I'm so sorry for your pain, I really am...
Please keep posting and remember we have all been there and back, some of us too many times...but life does go on and I'm just so grateful for those memories now...I'd give anything for one more day....but I know its just the way its suppose to be...and I know all dogs go to heaven!!!!