I don't know what to do with this empty feeling A week ago tomorrow, my 16 year old Jake had to be put to sleep. I've been back at work since last Thursday. My younger dog, Kiri, and I are getting along ok, I guess, but I just am left with that awful empty feeling now. I put up a memorial at Rainbows Bridge and posted to this list, but now there's just emptiness. And second-guessing. I get angry at work over nothing, but try to contain it. I don't know what to do.
The vet called this morning to tell me Jake's ashes are ready to be picked up. I can't get there until Saturday, and I'm afraid my heart is going to break again then.
__________________ Sandy
Kiri (b. 2010)  , Buster (b. 2011)  and Jake (1997-2014) |