I totally understand how you feel. I was holding Gizmo in my hands when I went to get the mail and he slipped out and hit the pavement head first. He was so scared he didn't even yelp. I picked him up and he seemed fine andwhen I got back to my place I started bawling while I was trying to tell my boyfriend what happened. To this day, I still hate myself for almost killing my baby. From now on whenever I take him out I ALWAYS have him on his leash so he can walk just in case I need to carry anything. Just writing this makes me tear up again!
