Awww Sandy. It's never easy to lose a pet. Never! These emotions and grieving you are feeling are so fresh. You have to give it some time. I know that's easy for me to say. Jake had a wonderful, long, happy, loving life with you. He was truly a lucky boy and that's what every pet deserves. You shouldn't dwell on this accident as it doesn't define the entire life long relationship you had which was beautiful happy times.
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