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Originally Posted by Carmeow  Another clean dinner to check off of my calendar. The toughest part is I do so good, make a yummy healthy dinner and eat it slowly. then tony comes home from work and eats bacon mashed potatoes and burgers, etc...and I want to eat all over again. But I try to not be in the room while he eats.
The number on the scale keeps going down but I dont physically see a difference in my body yet. I want it so bad. I have always had a huge block in my mind where I'm unable to picture me, thin. Like I must be incapable of being small..because I'm so big right now! I cant remember what I looked like at my best, which was probably 11th grade when I was still on a dance team, taking jazz, and in show choir. Even then I was probably 150. I'd kill to get back to that. Anyways...doing some toning stuff with weights tonight and then calling it a night..my bed is calling to.me big time. |
As far as the food. Just keep at it. Sooner or later the unhealthy stuff will just look disgusting to you. I think of my bff when she first turned vegetarian. She used to eat meat and liked it. But eventually turned her thinking into meat is so gross. You just get used to it after awhile. I can barely eat fast food anymore. Sure it tastes good, but after I eat it I feel like crap. My digestive system gets all weird, and I feel sluggish.
Don't give up! You are doing so good!