I would like to say that We have talked and Iwe are going to work it out someway.. We have 2 girls to think about and they will be soo sad as will I if anything did happen. I told him how i felt and we have resolved some deep issues. I think this is best for my family and since the other night that "emptiness" doesnt seem to be there anymore. Thank You for all your support and advice. We are going away by ourselves tomorrow and tomorrow night to reconnect.
It's hard to believe but Im really happy about this. I dont want my marriage to fail so im glad were both willing to work on it!! Thank again all....