i thank everyone for your suggestions and offer to help. i have updated my other thread and my fb with what my plans are.
I feel as though i am being judge because i am not able to act fast enough. But never doubt my love for yoshi and what is best for him. the day i got the call that he was found, i was still in shocked and filled with emotions so of course the best i thought for him was to remain with the elderly lady. but as the truth sinks in that changed real fast and put doubt in my head and i did not want to regret that decision. I'm sorry i am not able to just drop everything and run like others can. I am sorry I am not filthy rich and can afford to be without a job. I was back home from the end of may till the middle of august. the daughter found him in June, had she gotten the chip to scan then there would have been no question about getting him fast enough. But i am 10 hours away at work. and have only been back for 3 months after being away from my job or 2.5 months. so tell me do i just quit my job and hope i can find another one. i spent 2+ years unemployed after losing everything because i just couldn't land one.
sorry to those i have not responded too. i am now just catching up on all the comments and some made me happy to see that there are people willing to help and care about yoshi and some just really hurt my feelings. no one can tell me how i am feeling or even can say they know or understand how i am feeling. |