Oh how I feel for you but you need to get yourself together.I lost my dear Keally in 2010 and I felt I just wanted to die.I met a lovely breeder and six months later we got Kinder. Keally and I were so bonded together but I really felt she would want me to give another a wonderful home.Surprisely Kinder is an angel from God I love her so much and now she is three years old.Please think of sharing your love with another your baby would want to look down from heaven and see that you are happy again.I really can thank the breeder we got Kinder from she gave us life again. Take care of and I hope all goes well for you.It is normal to grieve for many months and believe me I still think of my little Keally.Susan |