It is indeed a hard decision....bad times, aren't they?
If you're unable to pop home lunchtimes, I'm wondering - as you'll be earning full-time money - whether you could afford to have someone come in for an hour or 2? Not for wee-wees etc., but for company for little Fidget?
I wish I lived closer and I might be able to help out....is it worth posting your dilemma on the Europe part of the forum? There might be someone out there who could help!
Good luck! Sally + Harry
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