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Originally Posted by stormchaser  My sweet sweet baby girl its been a little over a month since I had to let you go and my heart still breaks wide open I've lost my best friend my soul mate the one soul that love daddy unconditionally. You brought such joy and happiness into my life you where the only one that truly loves me without question as you know I did you. Please my sweet baby girl tell me how daddy is suppose to go on without you its been over a month and I'm no more over you than I was to start with. You see my sweet baby mock mock I lived for you as you did for me now i'm all alone and I cant take it without you as long as you where here with me I had a reason to go on but now your gone and all I want to do is go to that rainbow bridge to see you again and cross it into heaven and spend forever with you. I so hope and pray you knew just how very very much your daddy loved you as I'm very sure you did as I showed you each and everyday as you did me . baby girl I have no doubt has to how very much you loved me as you showed me everyday. you made every step I did no matter what. you where and are and always will be my soul mate my very best friend. There's not a day goes by that I don't think about you dream about you life without you is so terrible. Everyone thinks I've lost it and than don't understand as they don't understand what kind of bond you and I had. We had and still have the kind of bond that last forever and eternity just like you and I always talked about. My sweet baby angel girl I want you to know as long as I am a live you will be here too a live in my heart and after i'm gone from here it wont matter because I will be with you in heaven. Baby girl until then run play and I know my momma is there and I know she's taking care of you and I know you've fallen in love with her as she has with you I will be there soon my sweet darling and always know that daddy loves you know tomorrow and forever until we meet at that rainbow bridge my precious darling daddy loves you |
Ok this message got me... with tears running down my face. I just wanted to say that you have not 'lost it'. This was your baby girl, Roxee, and however you feel to grieve is the right way for you!!!! As the saying goes, something like this - 'we only truly know when we have walked in someone else's shoes'. They just haven't walked there. We all go through the grieving motions, just in a different order. I can only
imagine your deep pain! You have lost your best friend and no one can make that pain away, just in time you will heal... maybe not whole, but bit by bit it will get better. You wrote such a raw and truthful post, and for that I thank you for sharing this with us all here at YT. I have been a member for such a short time, but can truly see the love and care that we all have for our Yorkie's and each other, when we find the time to post/reply. My deepest condolences go out to you!!!! Roxee was so lucky to have you as her best pal and guardian
