You are not alone in feeling guilt. I lost my beloved Lexi to a allergy reaction in a very happy time my daughter had just had her son. My Lexi was playing with my grand daughter. She started acting funny I had not packed her Benadryl as I had left the house fast when my daughter was in labor. Never gave it another thought till she was acting off. Thought I had time so I ran to the store not even a mile away. Big dumb mistake When I got back she was not breathing. I will blame myself forever for this. She was my heart my soul follow me every where lay by the door if I left. My sunshine and I had failed her. So I know how very hard it is.
Cassie needs you. You have to be strong for her because you are her everything her heart and soul. You have to be there for her. She needs you. Accidents are just that no ones fault. God must have needed her with him at that very moment We never understand why and feel like we have been punished. But please think how much that little Cassie needs her momma. Sending big hugs
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