I am so sorry for your loss.
I want you to do something. Everytime you feel not worthy I want you to go back and read the thread you started about Cassie..Every step you went through to make sure she was well. Even if you read it 1000 times read it and re read it..You did EVERYTHING to make sure she got well. More than most would do by a long shot. That is what I want you to think of. Not an accident that any of us at any time could Not control. What you could control was Cassies illness and you mastered it with love and patience and faith that may of us, dear I say of all us envy. You deserve to have Cassie as you deserved to have Muffin. None of us can control everything, even with the best of intentions and trust me when I say you are at the top of the list when it comes to good intentions. So please focus on what you did that resulted in your Cassie being home with you today. Don't focus on things out of your control, and trust me it was. Hug Cassie a little more today, you deserve her love and she yours.. |