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Originally Posted by broodizt  Truly you are a blessing to me. I cannot believe how amazing all of you are and I just wanted to thank you for your kind words, prayers and beautiful beautiful, hearts. You will always be with me.
This update is to say that I have decided to re-home my precious Cassie. I don't feel it is safe for her here anymore, and I don't think I deserve to have a Yorkie in my house hold any longer. I think it is what is best for her. I have loved her at first sight for her whole life, and my heart will always love her. But I am a broken person. I am inconsolable, I am destroyed. I don't think Cassie will do well any more here in this environment. I want you to know how much I love you all. I wish I could have each of you near to me, so you would always be in my life. Thank you for being a part of our lives and for giving so much love and light on this earth. This earth is a better place because of all of you. Much love,
Shellie |
Shellie,
Please don't do anything right now. Cassie and you need eachother right now, rehoming Cassie is not the solution right now for either of you. I know the accident must have been awful and I know the huge loss you took when you lost Muffin, but the wonder of those we love, pup or person and being able to share their life is precious...being with them when they pass, even when sometimes in a tragic manner is part of the whole package of life, and regardless of how it happened you have to keep in mind that it was only a horrible moment in time and while she is no longer here you have a million wonderful memories of her to look back on and soon these awful feelings and horrible mind movies will give way to those happier times, when Muffin was here.
You most certainly do deserve Cassie and more importantly Cassie deserves you, that you so love her and would rehome her because of that deep love is amazing and shows what a wonderful Mom you are to Cassie.
Cassie loves you and needs you and she would continue to love you even if you were to rehome her...she would miss you and what purpose does it serve for you both to miss eachother so much?
An accident is just that Shellie, things happen that have no rhyme or reason. I think you should take some time to mourn and NOT blame yourself for what has happened. I think at the very least if you really believe there are things that can hurt her than make adjustments, I know right now you feel weak and desperate, and I have been there so many times I can't even tell you but I do promise that each day it will get a little better...for both you and Cassie.
I'm here, we are all here for you Shellie. Please keep posting and let us help you through this difficult time.