[jp4m2]

John, from your post I can feel your pain and heartache you’re in from Elvis's passing. These little ones become so much of a part of our lives, we can never imagine them not being there sharing every moment with us. They truly become one of our closest friends and companions. Having lost two of my own I can truly relate to your post.

One of the most complex decisions those of us who love animals will ever make – the one that causes the most pain, grief and regret- is when to let go. The guilt and the questioning of ourselves concerning the circumstances of the loss can be so overwhelming, it just seems to consume every moment of the day. Unfortunately, I do believe that guilt is part of the grieving process. Not having any guilt in making this decision is not an option. No matter what decision is made some doubts and guilt will remain, unfortunately. . ..Only caring, responsible pet owners go through this agony…..

You did the best you could for Elvis, that is all you can ask of yourself. He was clearly loved for the ten years you were blessed to have had with him. You were there when Elvis need you the most to make a selfless decision to relieve him of his suffering and pain. It takes courage, strength, and love to assume this last duty and it is our last responsibility to a pet which has given us love and companionship. Part of the love is being able to let go, not for us, but for them.

For a year I couldn't even talk about my loss without bursting into tears and I can say that there are still some sad days, not as many but it still hurts. I suppose that feeling of emptiness never quite goes away completely. A part of me hopes it never will.

I hope for you that you can get to a place of peace when you think of Elvis, The joy found in the companionship of a pet is a blessing not given to everyone. Hold Elvis in your heart until you are together once more. I'm so sorry for your loss of your friend and your buddy. RIP sweet Elvis...((Hugs))