I have been smoke free for 2 weeks. I am using the patches but still have awful cravings. I have been extreamly stressed out and on edge, it makes it so hard. I keep thinking that I should just go back to smoking untill this passes, then it passes and something else comes up and then I realize that it's just an excuse to smoke.
I have a pack, unopened. I am waiting for a call, one of those calls that you never want to get, and for my sanity, if the person tells me what I think they are going to say, then I will need to smoke, probably the whole pack in one sitting..... Then I will probably be so sick from smoking the whole pack in one sitting and sick from the news on the other end of the line, that I will never smoke again.... |