Thank you everyone for your kind words. It is so comforting knowing I can come here to share my memories of Muffin and what happened to him. It breaks my heart that he is not here with me. But it hurts more that he had to go like that. He didnt deserve that kind of death. THAT is what hurts more than anything. It is nice when we can hold and comfort our babies when they go. Not to have to go like Muffin did. Thank you everyone for listening. As soon as I get help doing the picture here, I will send off a picture of my beautiful Muffin..he was the most handsome yorkie boy!!