I think you have answered your own questions. You just needed to be helped to answer them. In my opinion, it sounds like you are ready to have this baby to love you and for you to love and nurture. Yes, there are the difficult times at first with potty training, lack of a full nights sleep, etc. BUT. This will not last forever. And all of the sweet puppy kisses and love you will have returned will be well worth any sacrifices you make. I, too, wish you luck in making your final decision.
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