sorry for all of the posts I was at cheer and it was hard to say everything I needed to say with my phone! but now I feel like I might've made it seem like I don't care for Miley or like I don't want Miley and thats not the case I promise. It's just...idk...it's so hard to explain. I think it's just overwhelming because like another YT'er said for 22 years i've only been responsible for myself. I think another problem is
I want to be the only person ever that takes care of her because I feel like I know the most since I've done the most research. I know my mom and dad are more than capable of taking care of her I just get really nervous

Like I'd rather her get sick because of something I did wrong vs. something one of my family members did wrong (granted I don't want her sick at all but if she were to ever get sick...). It sucks knowing I have to leave her for work...I wish I could just be with her all day...I even though about buying a baby monitor that comes with an iPhone app to see her when I'm at work.